Hahaha

Update
Revitalized has largely been on the down low. Why? Well, I recently moved out of my parents house and into my own townhome. I’m exploring new territory daily. I’m out of comfort zone. I have a house to pay, a car to pay, my own bills to pay, and all that jazz.

I haven’t had much time to work on additional thing a to bring me out of my comfort zone when my whole life has basically been pulled out.

BUT,
I am settling in. Another month and this house will be my new comfort. Right now, it’s kinda still a “woah” in my head. I commuted to school and never had a dorm. Never had to pay for anything before moving out.

Anyway,
I said “hahaha” in the title of this post because one of the first things I did on my “revitalized” journey is to start taking freezing cold showers. The coldest it will go.

I still remember how uncomfortable it was!

But now?
I’m laughing because it’s been around 5-6 months or so and I was driving home today, dreaming of taking my cold shower. I jumped right into the shower and turned the knob on the coldest setting and scrubbed away at my body without a flinch on my face.

I’m used to it now.
I welcome the chemicals that flood my brain when the water hits my skin.
I crave it now.
It’s the same type of euphoria as running three miles would give you.
It’s adrenaline.
Also, cold showers have a correlation with increased serotonin production.

I love it now.

And something that made me so uncomfortable is now something I welcome.


I don’t care if it’s something as simple as taking cold showers.
It’s the idea of it.
You’re unlimited if you just break down mind barriers!

Gah, I’m always on such an “up” after taking a shower

Today has pretty much sucked
Apart from visiting my grandma for a few minutes
I have such a cruel dad sometimes
It makes me really fucking sad, to see someone I care for become soooo intoxicated by his own brain chemicals.

I know that it’s all rationalized differently in his mind and he believes his intentions are good. And I do believe intention counts towards something positive.

I’m soooo happy I moved out

I’ve off to go make this day my bitch, in the few remaining hours I have left!
Xox

Presenting,
My breakfast and lunch
Things I found in the far corners of my cabinets and fridge

And now, a poem:

I want food.
There is no food.
I have checked the fridge.
There is no food.
No, I do not want salmon for breakfast.
There is no food.
Maybe I should order something for delivery.
But who wants to pay delivery fees?

There is no food.
I WANT FOOD NOW 

I WILL DIE.

- Yvette Bam

Thank you. My life’s work.

Bought a steamer


Steaming corn

I feel fancy

okay so

over the past two days, I have been studying.

And I came up with a great idea. I already have the tools. I already have the resources. I already have everything…. just didn’t see it before.

I’m going to be pitching the idea tomorrow, hopefully. Or maybe Saturday, depending on how everyone’s moods are tomorrow…

I am going to be asking for 30% commission.
Initially, I thought “5%!” and then I thought, “nah maybe 10%!” and then I talked to Mario, who thought “50%!” because I will be the one doing ALL the work for the company and it is my idea and all I am doing is making profit for them (there are next to no costs on the company’s end)…. and so I have come to the conclusion of 30%.

If all goes well, I will be making an extra (EXTRA) 300-1000 dollars a week (depending on how much work I can do for this project on the side). Even if the beginning weeks are $100… who cares! It’s an extra $100 for the same amount of time at work!

:-)

AND, if all goes well for the next month after starting this project, then it is time to open up a new company devoted entirely to this project.

I’m kind of excited.

the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky
the-elven-jedi:

the-goddamazon:

h0w-deer-y0u:

I NEED THISIT MATCHES MY PANTS

SPACE BEDDING

swimuptothesky

I’ve been wearing glasses nonstop for around six months now for very good reasons.

I typically do things because of lots of reasons.
I don’t usually do things mindlessly.

Like, when I post a picture on Facebook, there’s usually a good reason behind why. I don’t hold the same inhibitions on tumblr. But I do on Facebook.

Example - I posted picture of a few pieces from collection of elephants. Why? Because in that picture, in the background, you can see a picture that a certain special lady gave me. I wanted to make her happy by showing her that I hung her picture up. And, also, the elephant picture in itself just came with a positive message.

Anyway.
I’m wearing glasses for very good reasons. And yes, I know they’re not too flattering.

That’s all I wanted to establish.

Message to all my haters****


(I don’t have any haters because I am not popular enough to have haters but messages to all my future haters****)

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hahhaahaha was not expecting him to reply with that